The 43rd day I wait you here..

BB,are you listen to me?Are you reading what I write here?This all is what in my mind.

The 43rd day I wait u here.
I had ask for myself before..
"How could I survive without you?"
It's amazing for the past 43 days..
I never stop to miss you,
Just because my life is comprise of your shadow.

I stay in corner which you already forget about.
I'm waiting for your call but you never call me..
Is ok,I will forgive you about this.
Everyone knows I'm waiting for your message.
But the 43rd day already you didn't give me a message.
So what can I do?
My forgiveness is limited.
I hope to forgo you,but is not easy.

Yesterday I attend to the tuition class at Taman Ria.
All of the memory is shown in my mind.
The place you work is there, the place you stay before is there.
Everytimes I pass there I must look into the shop.
I hope can find your shadow...
Although it is totally impossible.
hahaha~

Our love is only for 45 days,are you still remember?
But true love is no need for a long period.
I love you..
Not from your appearance..
I love you..
Not from your kindness..
What I can say is I love you without reasoning.

I dare to say this is the first time I really serious in love.
The person is who name Joivanni John.
All the message he send for me I still keep it until now.
I never delete each of them.
That is the sweet memory he gave me..
That is a happy golden time ever in my life.
Wow~
Maybe for you that is only a normal matter..
But for me that is not simple to do it..
Who can promise to love forever?
Only you did it..
But I'm not sure does you still in love or not..

For me..
A promise is a part which very important in life.
I hate the person who promise but doesn't realize it.
I know I still care about you is only because you ever make a promise to me.
If not I will not suffer until now.
Maybe I already forget who you are..

When you will give me a call or only a message?
I'm not sure.
But I'm sure that I am still waiting here.
Everyday on facebook just want to see are you there or not.
I know I'm wasting my time..
But I do.

We are still young to decide our faith.
If you have another choice I will not blame on you..
Because I just hope that you would live in happiness..
I just want you to know,
a girl is ever waiting you here and she is truly love you..

Hope you fine at all..bb