Felt crying

I'm sad..I'm upset..I'm mad..
Why does it have to happen on me?
I felt crying now..
I nerve to change it before everything is decide..
But...
I can't change anything...


Don't tell me this is life..
Don't tell me this is faith..
I don't think I have such faith to face..
Somebody please told me why!!
Why I have to leave here?


Tomorrow have test of chemistry and english..
I haven't study yet..
I had no mood at all..
My sis-yee..
My only best friend..
Please don't sad..
I say your life will be more colourful,
although i'm not with you..


I pray it..
Hope that god will pity to me..
Hope I will stay here to complete my secondary school life..
Hope we can get more sweet memory...
Thanks a lot because you make me happy...
Thanks a lot because you help me when i was in troble..
Thanks a lot because you understand me at all...


And another things I'm worry about is him..
I know if I transffer I will not meet him anymore..
I know if I transffer my life will totally change at all..
So how?
Many days we didn't contact..
What I waiting for?
Don't know lah...
Take it easy..


Cheer up~
Why should be sad?
Hahahaha